DreamForeverFeather

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DreamForeverFeather

Mar 16, 2018

Follow My New Account

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DreamForeverFeather

Jan 11, 2018

Hi guys ^^ As you may know I have depression but to be honest
I'm really unhappy with myself all the time.
I keep pushing myself forward no
matter how bad I just want to collapse on the floor.
I know very original "oh, another depressed person on the internet,
time to make so sappy shit excuse to make them a bit happy."
But in all honestly I need to vent and at the moment I can't vent to someone I trust.
I see my friends everyday and everyday I feel like we're getting farther away.
Sometimes I make mistakes... A lot of them.
I see that I do it more often more than I even mean to.
I try so hard to keep a smile on my face for my friends.
I keep feeling horrible after school like,
"why did I say that?!"
"WTF she's never going to like you now."
"Keep your mouth shut they already think you're stupid."
I can't stop hurting myself and all the stress of school is hurting me more.
I'm done listening to the girls and boys talk about sex and hanging out with friends
or even texting on their phones during class while I'm trying to study for the exams.
It's hard for me hearing these people talking about sex or people in our classes being pregnant.
None of you know this but I was a victim of being used constantly by the boys I was with
and almost had to get an abortion.
Lucky I didn't get pregnant but it's a constant reminder of it.
I'm sorry this is all over the place, but another topic I need to vent is my trans situation.
So yes I'm trans... At least I want to be.
I try to be comfortable in my own skin but I can't.
I want to be something that I'm not fully supported by.
My friends support me but I can tell its not true and my family...
They're even worst my older brother is a trans girl to boy
and he has taught me... Without knowing... To be myself.
But being a middle child of 8 siblings I don't get a lot of attention.
I have been neglected by my own mom to the point of moving out
and not wanting to see her anymore.
To me her word means nothing to me but when she told me I'm never going to be a boy
I was crushed.
I hate what this world has told me what to be.
Just cause I was born a girl doesn't mean I want to be a girl forever.

I honestly don't know how to end this...
bye.

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DreamForeverFeather

Jan 4, 2018

Commissions CLOSED FOREVER

4 min read

ALL EXTRA CHARACTER ARE 5 EACH

Sketches 10
Ponies, Antros, and Human

Plain Art
Head Shot 15
Full Body 20
Ponies, Antros, and Human

Am I Kawaii Enough? by DreamForeverFeather

Basic Shading
Head Shot 25
Full Body 30
Simple Background 35
Ponies, Antros, and Human

Steven Universe Style by DreamForeverFeather

Happy Days (Gift) by DreamForeverFeather

Line-less Art
Head Shot 50
Full Body 60
Simple Background 70
Complex Background 80
Ponies Only

this oc (yellow one) belongs to rightful owner

Animated Memes 200-500
Ponies, Antros, and Human

Created at simplydevio.us

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DreamForeverFeather

Jul 9, 2017

I screwed up 72% of my Middle School years.

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[x] Gotten detention
[x] Gotten your phone taken away

[ ] Gotten in school suspension
[x] Got sent to the principal's office.
[x] Chewed gum during class.

[x] Gotten more than 8 tardies
[x] Didn't do homework over 3 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] talked too much and got kicked out of class
[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Text people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[ ] Threw stuff across the room.
[ ] Laughed at the teacher

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] MySpace, Facebook, etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod/CD player/Mp3 during class.

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class.

[ ] Gotten a call home (I almost shitted myelf that day)
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[ ] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[x] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher.
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

[x] Slept in class.
[x] Cursed at a teacher
[x] Copied homework
[ ] Felt hungry during class and left to eat
[x] Got into so many fights.
Total= 24

Times your total by 3
repost as ."I screwed up __% of my __years."

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DreamForeverFeather

Jun 30, 2017

The Winners!!!!

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Entries

Thank You For Participating It means So Much <3 <3!!!!
Hope You Sick Around For A Bit ^^

Please Note Me For Your Prizes!!!!

3rd Place (TIED)

-250 Points
-1 Texture Art

.:Eyy fish out of water:. Contest entry by TheMidnightWhispers

2nd Place

-500 Points
-1 Line-Less Art
-Speed Paint

I just can't apologize for what I did to myself~ by moved-thanks

1st Place

-1000 Points

-1 Line-Less Art

-Speed Paint

-1 Animated Meme (Your Choice)

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